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My journey as a warrior has been a huge awakening. I feel like my eyes have finally been opened. I think once before in my life i squinted a little and then they shut again. Now, at last my eyes are fully open.
I am so grateful to my phenomenal teacher Sonny and my 16 fellow warriors without which this journey would not have been so amazing and so inspiring.
From the start, this programme had me making some tough choices and had i known then, what i know now, i wonder if my choices would have been different.
I am a Warrior and the depth of that word and the commitment behind it is nothing short of extraordinary.
I feel so proud to be able to actually say that i am a Warrior.
I am Honour
I am Compassion
I am Courageous
I am Respect
I am Passionate
I am Powerful
I am Empowering
I am Feminine
Just to name a few, I could go on.
This course has really taught me to drop my stupid righteousness that i held on so tightly to for so long, and thought that it was the powerful strong way to be.
It has taught me to be aware of my ego and see how much it was controlling my life and the way i thought.
It has shown me how to be compassionate to others and to feel, to really feel what others are going through. So much so that now i am so aware of the greatness in others. I always thought that i was kind and nice but i never really could see the greatness, the magnificence in all human beings. I really get that now.
I am now able to be a stand for everyone that touches me, and all of those that are a part of my life now. I am ready to be strong and courageous. Even when i am terrified i wont BE that terror, i can now step into a courageous place and walk into whatever life throws at me.
Don't get me wrong i still make big mistakes and sometimes i even watch myself making them and think i really shouldn't be saying/doing this but i still do. At least now i am conscious of them, and after i can say oops, i really didn't like who i was then and make sure i don't do that again.
I feel so blessed to have been on such a fantastic trip. The best trip of my life!
Sonny is magic.
Thank you from the depths of my soul. You have opened my eyes and my heart. I cant wait to love again for you have given me the tools to make it work this time and make my life all that it can be, so that i can share my wonderful life with someone else. You have shown me the magnificence of others and the magnificence in me.
There is no way i can ever thank you enough or show you how much you mean to me.
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